Over the last couple of weeks, I have been working really hard getting my new business up and running. There is a lot of work to do, a lot to learn and such limited time available to me. At the same time, I was getting ready for tax season, ended up with a lot more household chores than usual, in short, it was starting to physically wear me out. I started to get one infection, then another one, and yet I continued my heavy workload. Even though, I had already received some warning signs (see earlier post), I did not heed it. I kept working hard because I am so desperately striving for financial independence. I want and need to start earning my own money again which can only happen if everything is set up correctly and in a timely manner. However, I was starting to wear myself out again, jeopardizing the advances I had made over the last few months in relieving my AI symptoms. Today, it all culminated in me letting fear dominate. Fear of my new business idea not working out, fear of not achieving financial independence, fear of my health deteriorating again to the point where I am hardly able to function at all. So, I started drawing from my toolbox: I started with one of my favorite Gabby Bernstein quotes:
“The presence of fear is a sure sign that you are relying on your strength. The presence of power, the presence of awareness and integration is a sign that you are relying on the presence of God. Give it up…turn it over.”
Then I drew an Angel Goddess Guidance card (Doreen Virtue) to meditate on, and look what I got:
The Message was: This is a kind universe, and everyone within it is working in your favor. There is no tests, blocks or obstacles in your way, except your own projections of fear into your future.
Wow, exactly what I needed to hear, the universe always knows…
Thank you for another day saved!!